Friday, September 3, 2010

Visit college again

It was the day when my best teacher called me & asked to give a kind of little seminar for her last year students when i felt it will be a good experience to share myself with younger once... as days passed by me i used to have dreams about Me conducting a lecture to all those students n used have a difficult feeling inside .....managing a house ....managing a office .....managing your relations is a routine task for we women but if to a professional like me... if someone someday will ask to give a lecture to third year students..it really makes difference... all of a sudden i felt so much mature n responsible n decided to use all my intelligence to make a little presentation about my profile that's '' Being a Merchandiser ''.

After almost five years of college i again started journey to visit the same..all whole night i have conducted that one hour lecture in my thoughts ...... in my imagination.
Nd next day came to me with a beautiful morning in Asia's fastest growing city Aurangabad, Maharashtra...surprisingly college was same after years with no no change except learner's ....as i had seen many things change but feelings attached to it never change their essence.

I was prepared ...confident....ready yet bit nervous as had waited so long for the day ......n it was just few steps ahead from me. There were students , my lecturer's n the most strange thing for me ..that was place where i was suppose to stand n speak......after a small introduction things were with me to handle students approx. 25 & concern respective lecturer's n me...then as when my turn came i started it in a friendly manner so that students should feel comfortable n not confused as i used to feel when i was a student.

Time went on...n i kept explaining it in all possible ways i can......there was a hesitation in students off course but only for few minutes..they started enjoying it ..seeing there involvement i was really pleased n may be because of that have not realised how time has passed almost three hours...everything starts to end at some point of time.

With lots of happiness n thanks i return back feeling proud of my self .......n i was first time absolutely myself as never before .......so much happy even after giving something....i thing even till next few months i will be in this same feel good emotion about those three hours i have spent.......